It takes Dirk a second to catch up, mentally. He's a bit lost in Ranboo's first reaction--the smile, the embarassment, which never ceases to be bewildering to Dirk. How anyone with a build like Ranboo's, a face like Ranboo's, hands and shoulders and a chest like Ranboo's, naturally, nevermind what Ranboo does to him in the very literal sense--
How anyone like that could manage to be so affected and shy is a complete goddamn mystery to Dirk. He knows there's some fucked up trauma thing going on with them, obviously he knows that, but still.
There's barely a shift in his expression--or maybe it's that there isn't one at all, just the same sharp-eyed, straight-faced flat look that's just a little too intense for the situation.
"You're still thinking about that?" It's an actual question, albeit one that's already been answered. Which is why he follows it two seconds later with a large sigh. He doesn't look away from Ranboo, though.
"It's not like that. You don't have to think about it too much. It was fucked up, and yeah, I'm kind of fucked up, but it wasn't like that. It wasn't whatever you're thinking it was. They never fucked me in any way they didn't fuck each other. They never raped me like that."
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How anyone like that could manage to be so affected and shy is a complete goddamn mystery to Dirk. He knows there's some fucked up trauma thing going on with them, obviously he knows that, but still.
There's barely a shift in his expression--or maybe it's that there isn't one at all, just the same sharp-eyed, straight-faced flat look that's just a little too intense for the situation.
"You're still thinking about that?" It's an actual question, albeit one that's already been answered. Which is why he follows it two seconds later with a large sigh. He doesn't look away from Ranboo, though.
"It's not like that. You don't have to think about it too much. It was fucked up, and yeah, I'm kind of fucked up, but it wasn't like that. It wasn't whatever you're thinking it was. They never fucked me in any way they didn't fuck each other. They never raped me like that."